Sonakshi's Changing.. :)

This one has been written to describe the few 'impossible' kinda things I've been doing since past few days..

#1. Connecting With People:
Now this is something really strange! I mean, I hated being in a company of too many people. Being an only child and spoilt brat, I have this very bad habit of being alone most of the times. I'm so habitual to this that I don't like it even when some guests come to stay at my place. I always need my personal space, and I hate to fake smiles at the people when we meet. But since past few days I've been connecting with my good ol' cousins, with whom I had lost touch, my relatives, my neighbours.. Almost everyone! And now I actually don't think being in a company of people is that bad. :P

#2. Less Orkutting:
I was addicted. So damn addicted to Orkut. It was on my PC (ofcourse!), my cel phone, my notebooks (with about me(s) all over them).. Everywhere! But now, I've got this strange disliking towards Orkut. Don't know why. I do go online, but not on Orkut, now I've got this bad addiction to my Blog..Lol ;)

#3. Alcohol:
Ahem, no not really. I just had half a glass of beer once. Just to try. And it tasted as bad as hell. Eeu! I hated it. Don't know why people like it. Anyway, I had beer and I loved the whole experience (Though nothing happened, no boozing, nothing! ) But still, I had beer! (is that an alcohol? Uhh.. forget it..)

#4. Writing:
I've got back to my favourite hobby -- Writing! I couldn't write for almost a month or more. But now, I'm glad I'm back to it. Yay! :D

#5. No Fighting:
It's been over a month now, and I've not indulged in any fights. :D Not even with those stupid kids who are 24x7 irritating me with their cricket balls popping up right into my lawn. Urrrh.. Not even with any call centre agent. Not even with those crank callers! Woah! Strange but true .. Gosh! Have I grown up? ;)


These changes were for now. I'll write soon on something related to how I broke them or anything like that. Lol. Let's pray I don't! ;)

Luck

Luck: One word that's used as an excuse if one fails, or if someone else succeeds. Living in a world full of envious people, I've often faced situations where my success or their failure is often measured on 'LUCK'.

For example, I have a friend who scored 93% in her 10th board examination. She was not such a sincere student at school. She hated going to skool and for the days when she used to go, she was never found in her class. Always out for some or the other practice or some work or simply bunking. This girl used to be amongst the Top-3 students in her junior classes. As she grew up she got more indulged in friends and school life and got diverted away from studies. But when she reached her board class, being an ambitious girl, she realised that studying properly this year would actually help her in her future. So she started studying according to her study plan right from the begining of her session and managed to get 90+ as her result.

Ok, now let's forget about this girl and talk about something else. How many times have you found those 'good-for'nothing' ridiculous people who do nothing but try to put you down by their stupid useless remarks? Well, if I talk about myself, I'm most of the times surrounded by such people. And so is this girl, who I have mentioned above.

So, after her result, she was so very glad as it was her mother's b'day too that day, and she couldn't have given a better gift to her other than this. But, as I mentioned the 'good-for-nothing' people, they felt it was her LUCK. Screw them! The girl who worked so hard, who studied till 3 at night, her efforts were being termed as LUCK. Poor thing! That girl is still very happy for her result, becuase she knew she worked hard, and she deserved what she got. She doesn't care about what people are saying. But somewhere deep within, this thing hurts. It hurts to know that people who were already talking about her behind her back, are still not able to face her success. They're not able to accept the fact that the shy stupid girl, who never said anything , has slapped them so hard, not physically, but potentially.

Anyway, some things never change. These people belong to a special specie of mankind, which is too jealous to face their ego being ripped off in front of everyone. Lol.. Nothing new.. It has been happening since ages. Remember the Mahabharata times? Ha ha..

There's a reason why that girl never spoke up. There's a reason why that girl used to laugh off the taunts. The reason was that she knew she WILL get an opportunity to prove herself and I'm glad she did.. :)

Mind you, Luck doesn't matter, it's your hard work that really does..